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2009-12-30T01:13:00.000-08:00

It's snowing here. I have been working on songs constantly. But, my confidence level has dropped. The other day Lorenzo told me he thinks it's sad how I am always getting hurt. I didn't realize how obvious it was. It's all a cycle.

This year is almost over.

I can already feel it.

I can breathe better already.

I AM GOING TO BE OKAY.

2009-06-21T21:49:00.001-07:00

How many times do I have to get kicked out of a house to realize I should have never been there in the first place? Roaming the streets of Portland..no phone, no food and a little hope. I was able to get ahold of my friend Laurel. Couch time.

I am stealing two tall boys from Lo's room before I leave..I feel better already.

xo.

p.s.

June! I will get ahold of you as soon as I can. Lo's phone is broken. :(

mixmixmix

2009-06-11T21:34:00.000-07:00

hahahahha

I'm So Depressed -Abner Jay

People Ain't No Good - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

Dying For It ( The Blues ) - Vaselines

Prends Donc Courage - Cleoma Falcon

Downtown - Pyramids

English Rose - The Jam

Please Don't Let Me Love You - Hank Williams

Big Ship - The Honeybus

In Love - The Raincoats

I'll Come Running Back To You - Sam Cooke

Some Candy Talking - The Jesus And Mary Chain

Rosie - C.B. & Axe Gang

Please Call Me, Baby - Tom Waits

Damaged Goods - Gang of Four

Better World A-Comin' - Woody Guthrie

Teenage FBI - Guided By Voices

Fa-Fa-Fa-Fa-Fa (Sad Song) -Otis Redding

http://www.zshare.net/download/612590297c69e958/

enjoy.

Older and Older

2009-06-11T18:58:00.000-07:00

I am having a hard time adjusting to whatever it is I need to adjust to. I just want to watch movies and write music all day.

I am going to be 22 on Monday. I am scared.

--Felisha.

2009-06-03T13:44:00.000-07:00

LOVELOVELOVELOVE

past my bed time

2009-06-03T02:19:00.000-07:00

I got a job at a boutique on 23rd. I am pretty excited, but the clothes aren't exactly my style. My boss made it clear to me that she was sorry, but Portland was way behind. I thought it was really funny that she would say that. I am excited to see what happens.

Also, I shouldn't really be posting this on the internet..but no one reads this anyway. I am going on the Meth Teeth tour (99% sure) this summer. I am really happy because I will be back in Long Beach for a few days. We will see though.

I keep getting the urge to cut all of my hair off like this..

but I will probably wait awhile.

Oh, and, I have a new band. Http://www.myspace.com/earlygirlsmusic I am really excited to be playing and writing my own songs constantly.

Those are the updates. --Felisha.

2009-05-31T18:34:00.001-07:00

trying to post.

2009-05-26T19:01:00.000-07:00

By Gregory Aune. May 2009.

too much

2009-04-14T00:22:00.000-07:00

Really sick. Maybe Coachella. Definitely Portland. Trying to sell everything. Booking stressful shows. Doing nothing/everything.

Night.

confused.

2009-03-05T14:58:00.000-08:00

I am worried I have ADD or some sort of mild dyslexia. I can't focus on anything. My friend was telling me about it. Ugh, I think too much. It doesn't help that I am in the worst rut. I just need to pick myself up.

Things are going to change.

Felisha.

bbb.

2009-02-17T17:37:00.001-08:00

So many changes..back in the same place.

lazy eyes.

moving back to the old house, sleeping in, very sick, hoping/not hoping for a job and tonight is taco tuesday.

2008-11-28T09:50:00.000-08:00

Still alive..made it to Portland. When I wake up, my toes feel frozen. I miss the smallest things. I really didn't think it would be this hard, but I am a big baby so i should have known. I will start using this more now that I kind of have the internet.

I found out my mom might have cancer, I could be losing more people to New York, I am forever attracted to flaky artists (even when I end up sitting alone on a Saturday night) and I still have no clue what I am doing.

making my own language.

2008-10-17T14:36:00.000-07:00

I decided that reading about Joan Vollmer, shopping on Ebay for bird cages and writing a new short story were all a lot more fun than packing for Portland. Eek.

The collage in my head..

Hitler Youth? Babes with cute haircuts.

The more I listen to the Red Aunts now the more I realized how much I liked them when I was younger. You know bands that you kind of forget about? Lately they have been rattling around in my brain quite a bit. Which reminds me..I miss greg.

Gregory James Aune. He lives so far and I just want to love on him all the time!

Butts are always on my mind. Especially cute one. Dreamy ones too.

Also 60's and 70's tan lines.

I daydream about the Owl House everyday. I want to cuddle up on the bed next to the heart mirror and sleep forever. Sometimes I even wish I was a bit crazier so I could create such amazing work. I just really want to be crrrrazy.

I am not sure what it is about Pamela De Barres. Maybe I just want to be her.

So, after my big move to the north I will be posting a lot more. I am going to be working on some installation pieces, more short stories and i am sure there will be some clothes thrown about. Pictures, posts and/or picure posts coming soon.

Love, Felisha.

favorite horse.

2008-10-16T00:49:00.000-07:00

hi. i'm here.