It's snowing here. I have been working on songs constantly. But, my confidence level has dropped. The other day Lorenzo told me he thinks it's sad how I am always getting hurt. I didn't realize how obvious it was. It's all a cycle.

This year is almost over.

I can already feel it.

I can breathe better already.

I AM GOING TO BE OKAY.

How many times do I have to get kicked out of a house to realize I should have never been there in the first place? Roaming the streets of Portland..no phone, no food and a little hope. I was able to get ahold of my friend Laurel. Couch time.

I am stealing two tall boys from Lo's room before I leave..I feel better already.

xo.

p.s.

June! I will get ahold of you as soon as I can. Lo's phone is broken. :(

mixmixmix

hahahahha

I'm So Depressed -Abner Jay

People Ain't No Good - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

Dying For It ( The Blues ) - Vaselines

Prends Donc Courage - Cleoma Falcon

Downtown - Pyramids

English Rose - The Jam

Please Don't Let Me Love You - Hank Williams

Big Ship - The Honeybus

In Love - The Raincoats

I'll Come Running Back To You - Sam Cooke

Some Candy Talking - The Jesus And Mary Chain

Rosie - C.B. & Axe Gang

Please Call Me, Baby - Tom Waits

Damaged Goods - Gang of Four

Better World A-Comin' - Woody Guthrie

Teenage FBI - Guided By Voices

Fa-Fa-Fa-Fa-Fa (Sad Song) -Otis Redding

http://www.zshare.net/download/612590297c69e958/

enjoy.

Older and Older

I am having a hard time adjusting to whatever it is I need to adjust to. I just want to watch movies and write music all day.

I am going to be 22 on Monday. I am scared.

--Felisha.

LOVELOVELOVELOVE

past my bed time

I got a job at a boutique on 23rd. I am pretty excited, but the clothes aren't exactly my style. My boss made it clear to me that she was sorry, but Portland was way behind. I thought it was really funny that she would say that. I am excited to see what happens. 

Also, I shouldn't really be posting this on the internet..but no one reads this anyway. I am going on the Meth Teeth tour (99% sure) this summer. I am really happy because I will be back in Long Beach for a few days. We will see though.

I keep getting the urge to cut all of my hair off like this..

but I will probably wait awhile.

Oh, and, I have a new band. Http://www.myspace.com/earlygirlsmusic I am really excited to be playing and writing my own songs constantly.

Those are the updates. --Felisha.