It's snowing here. I have been working on songs constantly. But, my confidence level has dropped. The other day Lorenzo told me he thinks it's sad how I am always getting hurt. I didn't realize how obvious it was. It's all a cycle.

This year is almost over.

I can already feel it.

I can breathe better already.

I AM GOING TO BE OKAY.

How many times do I have to get kicked out of a house to realize I should have never been there in the first place? Roaming the streets of Portland..no phone, no food and a little hope. I was able to get ahold of my friend Laurel. Couch time.

I am stealing two tall boys from Lo's room before I leave..I feel better already.

xo.

p.s.

June! I will get ahold of you as soon as I can. Lo's phone is broken. :(

mixmixmix

hahahahha

I'm So Depressed -Abner Jay

People Ain't No Good - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

Dying For It ( The Blues ) - Vaselines

Prends Donc Courage - Cleoma Falcon

Downtown - Pyramids

English Rose - The Jam

Please Don't Let Me Love You - Hank Williams

Big Ship - The Honeybus

In Love - The Raincoats

I'll Come Running Back To You - Sam Cooke

Some Candy Talking - The Jesus And Mary Chain

Rosie - C.B. & Axe Gang

Please Call Me, Baby - Tom Waits

Damaged Goods - Gang of Four

Better World A-Comin' - Woody Guthrie

Teenage FBI - Guided By Voices

Fa-Fa-Fa-Fa-Fa (Sad Song) -Otis Redding

http://www.zshare.net/download/612590297c69e958/

enjoy.

Older and Older

I am having a hard time adjusting to whatever it is I need to adjust to. I just want to watch movies and write music all day.

I am going to be 22 on Monday. I am scared.

--Felisha.

LOVELOVELOVELOVE

past my bed time

I got a job at a boutique on 23rd. I am pretty excited, but the clothes aren't exactly my style. My boss made it clear to me that she was sorry, but Portland was way behind. I thought it was really funny that she would say that. I am excited to see what happens. 

Also, I shouldn't really be posting this on the internet..but no one reads this anyway. I am going on the Meth Teeth tour (99% sure) this summer. I am really happy because I will be back in Long Beach for a few days. We will see though.

I keep getting the urge to cut all of my hair off like this..

but I will probably wait awhile.

Oh, and, I have a new band. Http://www.myspace.com/earlygirlsmusic I am really excited to be playing and writing my own songs constantly.

Those are the updates. --Felisha.

trying to post.

By Gregory Aune. May 2009.

too much

Really sick. Maybe Coachella. Definitely Portland. Trying to sell everything. Booking stressful shows. Doing nothing/everything.

Night.

confused.

I am worried I have ADD or some sort of mild dyslexia. I can't focus on anything. My friend was telling me about it. Ugh, I think too much. It doesn't help that I am in the worst rut. I just need to pick myself up.











Things are going to change.

Felisha.

bbb.

So many changes..back in the same place.


lazy eyes.

moving back to the old house, sleeping in, very sick, hoping/not hoping for a job and tonight is taco tuesday.